Mission Thin

I come to my blog several times a day, strain to think of something to type. I guess I truely have a hard time just sharing what I am feeling when I am feeling it. Like I need to spend a few days anazlying it and by then it doesnt seem to sad, dramatic, or exciting as it did when it happened. I am having the case of "IWILLSTARTMYDIETMONDAYITIS". I know that is lame and next week will be even harder this one since I will be traveling to Colorado for my moms memorial, but I am still putting it off.

Monday I will start counting my calories again. 1400. I will start logging my food and really diving into training for my run at the end of July. I want to lose at least 10lbs by the time the race is here, so that gives me 5 weeks. In those weeks I have my moms memorial, Fathers Day, my sons 2nd birthday, celebrating 12 yrs with P (dating yrs), 4th of July and a few cakes I am making for friends. BUT I CAN AND I WILL BE STRONG AND make it through all of that with out getting out of control!

Tonight I am scrapbooking with my sister and a good friend of mine (my morning running partner). I love to scrapbook!! I have several albums that are in process. I have one for each kid, that starts after their 1st birthday and will end with the start of Kindergarden. I also do one for my family for each year. I am SO behind on that mostly because over half my pics from 2008 are stuck in my old computer...they are safe, but you know waiting on a man to do something that simple could take to 2010 LOL! Tonight I am starting 2 more books. These are for my BBF...she has two kids, her first born a few weeks before my 1st and her 2nd, born a little over a year later on my daughters birthday. I love that our girls share a birthday (a year apart in age) She has TONS of supplies but no time to dedicate to it, so she asked if I could make them for her. Im excited to start that!

Tomorrow will be a hard morning.....I have to go pick up my moms ashes. I am taking them to Colorado in my carry on (per Southwests rules). The place is close to my BIL's so we will go over there and spend the day bbq's and hopefully some swimming. Saturday night I am going to make a cake for my husband for Fathers Day. My daughter will help and has decided she wants music notes all over it as well as a guitar on top (his instrument of choice).

I hope you all have a FAB weekend!