Back to it yesterday, but I am sure I will gain tomorrow so I am not even weighing. Giving myself another week to get back into working out and eating better. I cant take the discouragement right now.
My mom is not doing good again. She came up Sat, after 5 hours of driving to my house (I live less than 2 hours away) she was lost, I had to go out on a search in Escalon to finally find her. I made her pull over because she was blinded by the sun and shouldnt be driving anyhow. She didnt even tell us she was coming up or I would have been calling her every half hour to see where she was and keep her on the right path. She is having dreams and thinking its reality. She is getting mad at people (her mom, my brother, her bf) for things that they didnt even do. She didnt want to come stay at my dads and stepmoms because she said that my stepmom must be mad over all the stuff my mom did last time she was up. NONE of it makes any sense, I am hoping its the pain meds she is on for all her other issues and that its nothing more serious!
ugh its just wearing me down and I worry so much about this and its out of my control.
yesterday I ate good, I did have some popcorn with real butter after dinner, but the rest of the day was decent. I am just not feeling like taking the time to post it.
Food: 1,422 cals
Oatmeal - 12o cals
Coffee with hot chocolate - 80 cals
Taco Salad - 400 cals
Fiber Bar - 140 cals
Orange Chicken & Rice - 482 cals
Popcorn - 200 cals
Diet A&W - 0 cals
Water:
40oz
Gym:
nada
1 comment:
Sounds like you've had a rough couple of days!! Hang in there, things will hopefully get better for you. You've started your day out great, keep it going!! :)
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