Heading in the right direction

So I peeked at the scale..and have a loss. That is keeping me moving....

I didn't get to the gym for my weights this am, but I WILL do them tonight and then my 30 mins on the elliptical.

My eating is so boring its not worth posting. I figure if I try a good recipe (Most are coming from the Biggest Loser cookbook) I will pass them along.

Last night after small group me and a friend made 70 chocolate flowers for the 70 cupcakes I have to make tonight for the ladies tea at church on Sat. Luckily my friend took some cake mix home and will do half for me at her house. I am always asked to bring dessert...no wonder I am FAT LOL!

I got some bad news last night about my mom...not really weight related, but a trigger that normally would make me eat. She had a CT scan on her lungs and they found more tumors. They haven't figured out if its cancer or not yet and even if it is she is too weak to do chemo, nor would she want to. Also the weird dreams she is having are most likely caused by the tumor on her adrenal gland and most likely cant be fixed. The doctor gave some vague answers so its hard to know what is FACT and what is a what IF. She seemed ok with the new things going, I think in her mind she is ready to die, which makes me so sad I get sick thinking about it, but I get it. I mean I wouldn't want to live my life in major pain everyday and I surely don't want her to suffer everyday. I just lift her up to God daily in hopes that he can give her a miracle or at least some peace and answers to her medical mysteries.